16 beliefs I have now that make my life way more fun: – That my neighbors overhearing me orgasm is me giving them a huge invaluable gift – That people seeing me cry is also an invaluable gift – That all men are wonderful and want to help me – That the more pleasure I experience the more money I
“Don’t get your hopes up” is the worst advice ever It’s basically saying: lower your joy. It’s a great way to learn to do everything from a place of fear. Fear that it won’t work out… fear that you won’t get what you want… fear that the world is actually just terrible after all, and so are you.
Something that I’ve done ever since I was little was run to nature whenever I felt sad. Usually I sit on a rock, or at the base of a tree, or near water (or if I get really lucky like today, all three at once). We talk to one another but not in a way that feels like humans speaking. It
I started crying and the sky started pouring in the darkness I opened up my entire heart. I said, these are all the ways you trigger me. I said, these are all the ways men have hurt me, have disappointed me. These are the ways I haven’t fully let people in, ever. These are the secrets I haven’t told anyone.
I never had good relationships with women. I changed my best friend every year. My friendships were based around how we related to boys, and getting boys to like us, and not liking all the other girls. As an adult, I got to avoid deeper friendships with women because I changed locations so many times. I changed schools and I traveled around the world