Trusting Life

I started crying and the sky started pouring in the darkness

I started crying and the sky started pouring in the darkness⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I opened up my entire heart. I said, these are all the ways you trigger me.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I said, these are all the ways men have hurt me, have disappointed me. These are the ways I haven’t fully let people in, ever. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ These are the secrets I haven’t told anyone. ⁣⁣

I never had good relationships with women

I never had good relationships with women. I changed my best friend every year. My friendships were based around how we related to boys, and getting boys to like us, and not liking all the other girls.⁣ ⁣ As an adult, I got to avoid deeper friendships with women because I changed locations so many times. I changed schools and I traveled around the world