I started crying and the sky started pouring in the darkness I opened up my entire heart. I said, these are all the ways you trigger me. I said, these are all the ways men have hurt me, have disappointed me. These are the ways I haven’t fully let people in, ever. These are the secrets I haven’t told anyone.
I never had good relationships with women. I changed my best friend every year. My friendships were based around how we related to boys, and getting boys to like us, and not liking all the other girls. As an adult, I got to avoid deeper friendships with women because I changed locations so many times. I changed schools and I traveled around the world