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- My thoughts on "privilege"
- Having it all the way, writing the future, & my current life
- The wisdom of fire
- A few years ago I might have Cared
- I married a man who values my expression most highly
- We have been spoon fed an idea of what a good life looks like
- my perspective on veganism
- Gender, trans children, and reverence of the feminine
- The other day I had a doctor tell me that my eating disorder weight was "perfect."
- what do we lose when we try to fix our bodies?
- When I was younger I used to go into the ocean and ask the ocean to take me away
- The academics & the scientists & the deeper magic of life
- Reflections on hiring help & pre-conception time
- The erotic nature of disgust
- What's in my name
- I am not going home. I am home
- A rant about the annoying comments people make during my food journey (video)
- Stepping on the scale for the first time in 6 months & where I'm at now with food & nourishment (full recovery)
- Why I can't tell you what I do
- There are so many women getting lip injections
- How I made $50k in one day
- announcing: TABOO
- Raw liver & oysters: how gaining 120 lbs led me back to the same place, but entirely different (aka how I healed an eating disorder)
- her belly left the room
- Our minds do not know better than our bodies
- The mandates ended in BC today
- Sex after midnight
- Freedom comes from not being a victim
- How food became neutral to me
- I can just let this in, everything I've ever wanted
- I did not know I was restricting food
- I do not miss being skinny
- Imperfect ritual
- This body will birth babies
- My journey with my medicine
- Ten years later
- Everything to do with my food journey & weight gain in chronological order
- I have never owned shorts like this in my life
- You can have the Big Lips
- Here are some hints you have disordered eating
- Some people are appalled I am not vaccinated
- The journey of eating more has been long & slow
- Something I love about Jordan is the way he will compliment other women
- I have often felt like I've had to apologize for the size that I am
- I am often suspicious when other people tell me they "have" to do something
- The first time I finally felt full - crying while eating a burger
- Sad celebration of the life of my past self
- I like luxury
- The hardest parts about this process - real update of where I'm at
- We are nature & the earth is not grieving
- My journey of becoming
- Sometimes he will be soft
- TRULY GOING ALL IN - normal grocery stores, processed food, and up 40 lbs
- This body wants sex
- I've gained 30 lbs: feeding myself fully & trusting my hunger
- Donuts & Doritos & Crossing 160: Going "Out of Control"
- Feeling like I "ruined" my body & having more than enough
- Healing my inner teenager & being hungry before bed
- Gaining weight: the first two months, going shopping
- Food & ice cream & weight gain & nourishment (the beginning)
- RUNNING ON EMPTY: the pattern of not nourishing yourself until it is too late
- Here are some things you might not like about me
- NO MORE TRIGGER WARNINGS
- Healthy relationships & my relationship with my dad
- Self-sacrifice is not love
- Messages from nature: Days 23-33 (part 3 of 3)
- Older men are not allowed to wake up
- Your partner is not the one who needs to do their work
- Leaning In While Fighting and the Urge to Run Away
- Hotel room transmission part 1: feeling the truth, body love, & full desire
- When menstrual blood on my face went viral on the internet
- The magic of a slow blowjob
- You Don't "Have" Anxiety
- 10 Things I've Learned About Money That May Surprise, Disgust, & Delight You
- there is no word
- The Fitness World is Built to Disconnect You From Your Body
- Your Ego Will Tell You That You Need to Have Goals
- The moon does not say sorry
- Last Night He Drowned Between My Legs
- Where It's Really At For Me Are the Quiet Moments
- When You Set Boundaries Other People Will Call You Selfish
- My desire to have our home cleaned and the tricky layers underneath it
- Going Through Death & Rebirth, Together
- My word for 2021
- This Love is All I Want Forever
- My reflections on 2020: dripping, wet, & ready for 2021
- A look inside my life right now: dropping Daddy/little girl, moving from maiden into mother
- Taking responsibility for your desire
- Do not rob yourself of the sensation of naming your true desire
- Messages from nature: Days 12-22 (part 2 of 3)
- If you have a KNOWING
- I am devoted to the sunrise
- Do you cry during sex? There's nothing wrong with you
- Messages from nature: Days 1-11 (part 1 of 3)
- Sudden bursts of sensation within my body
- What I want to remember: a prayer for masculine and feminine union
- The massive call of the earth - that is me
- Everything is adjusting
- Spilling your sexual energy
- The eroticism of being seen
- 9 years ago today I lost my brother
- A woman called me ugly and this is how I responded
- We crave the things that are bad for us
- The earth longs to be seen by us
- I used to think I hated cooking & it was too girly of an activity for me
- Watch the stories your mind creates
- You desire the things that secretly disgust you
- Shunning makeup is a sign of wounding with the masculine
- Feeling and naming your full desire: Jordan pays for our lives & this is what that looks like
- They have told you to hide it
- A lady in the dark
- Put me with the dead things
- The mature feminine can sit within discomfort
- Your Belly is Supposed to Hang Down
- in Reverence
- She says Yes
- A letter to Money
- Let us not use the term "victim-blaming" as an excuse to absolve ourselves of personal responsibility
- She keeps looking for her / everywhere she is not
- My "doing a good job" pattern & how it disappeared
- There is only dissent
- A festering rebirth
- the earth is cleaning house
- The exact practice I do every week to strengthen my relationship: creating a relationship ritual
- If you believe in conspiracies, let's talk about your wounding with men
- How to have any type of orgasm you want
- Here are some things you should know about me
- The pulse of the earth / is what you are missing
- Women are unsafe in the world. And, we don't have to make our decisions from a place of fear
- I softened into my feminine & attracted the most incredible partner
- If you think you have to "train" men, this is for you
- 8 Ways to Increase Your Desire for Sex
- Saying "I don't know" is a female response to a patriarchal culture
- Making fun of each other is criticism, and criticism is not love
- Do you always feel shitty after feeling really good? 5 things that will help
- You already deserve the things you want
- Creating safety during sex: The moment of Disconnect & the importance of the PAUSE
- My thoughts from the past few weeks: racism, privilege, & shadow
- 11 Ways to Increase Your Feminine Energy (and What's Blocking You From It)
- Why I put my naked body on the internet
- 5 surprising things that can hold you back from getting what you want
- What the life of two sex & relationship coaches is really like under quarantine
- Doubting Your Relationship? 6 Simple Questions to Ask Yourself
- Pleasure is your birthright & this is why it matters
- The ultimate guide to processing emotions in a healthy way
- Sometimes I think about how women were considered property not even 200 years ago
- What to do if sex with your ex was better than sex with your current partner
- Are you meant to be alone? 6 signs you're blocking a new relationship
- It's not your fault: how past sexual experiences limit your sex life today
- This is how to feel safe embodying your feminine energy
- Why having a funeral for yourself is the ritual you need in your life right now
- To the masculine: she just wants to know that she can trust you
- Let it rock you
- The same experiences you can have with psychedelics are possible through sex
- Your wake-up call for how you're living your life right now
- 7 things to do if you need space from your partner during quarantine
- the crows, unconcerned, will be happy to eat our bodies when they fall
- Finding pleasure in the time of pandemic (and crisis in general)
- you're drowning in the news (covid-19)
- 9 things you must understand to stop letting doubt and fear run your life
- This is what self-pleasure can look like
- 51 real-life examples of how I set boundaries and ask for what I want during sex
- How to stop thinking about your body during sex
- The way you have been taught to feel is wrong
- You are not broken.
- Tell your partner when you self-pleasure. Not because he owns your body, but because you do
- 8 ways to fight better with your partner
- This one thing is holding you back from feeling free to be who you are
- How to be the Queen of Sex: 7 ways to get everything you want & drive your partner wild
- There is wisdom in your anger - this is how you process it
- How to love your period even when it's painful
- How I got over my breakup in 3 weeks
- You can get wet every single time you have sex
- Every relationship has a lesson. What lesson do you want to be learning?
- You were never a virgin and nothing was ever taken from you
- How to have super long orgasms (and what they actually sound like)
- I won't hate men, the way you want me to
- The difference between submission and surrender
- There is room for both your boundaries and your feminine radiance
- How to ask for things in a more feminine way
- Once, he wrapped his hands around my neck
- maybe one day I will tell my children
- She creates watercolor
- Nothing, herself
- Last week I turned 27
- Submissive
- Pleasure in dissolving (being in Winter)
- My heart felt expanded, opening
- Sexual energy is emotionally healing
- They will tell you you are unclean
- Anger toward the patriarchy vs anger toward men
- Why it hurts to be angry toward men
- What I learned from a month of pleasure
- Queen of Blowjobs
- Why taking risks is so important
- 16 beliefs I have now that make my life way more fun
- Integrating my inner child
- Dress up for yourself
- I love you, Body
- I get angry that there are teenage girls who think their bodies are untouchable